This video (embedded below) touches on the pressure of bounded choice, but the lack of resources – abilities and experience that the adult never developed because they were micromanged actually present a different pressure that intensifies things for those who grow up in a group.
I am not
an atheist, and I do believe that Christianity offers the best set of
resources that help a person recover from spiritual abuse. Yet I
also understand that many people feel quite threatened by and
isolated from Christianity because of what they suffered. I hope
that the reader considers that I am not recommending atheism
personally, but it may also be the only safe place that people may
find after exiting a spiritually abusive group.
I believe that the very honest and candid interview validates the experience that one goes through in a religious group, particularly for those who were raised in one. It offers much insight, and I am so grateful to Jill for her perspective and candor.
I believe that the very honest and candid interview validates the experience that one goes through in a religious group, particularly for those who were raised in one. It offers much insight, and I am so grateful to Jill for her perspective and candor.
There
were many quotes that I could have pulled from this interview, but I
could not transcribe it all. Here are a few quotes that caught my
attention, but know that there were so many good ideas that I had to
give up and let the video speak for itself.
I hope
that these snippets will entice the reader here to view the entire
video. I just couldnt' transcribe the whole thing. I hope that all
will view it and will glean much from it, at least some insight about
the special challenges faced by those who grow up in a sect – never
having the luxury of their own choice about whether they really
wanted to follow the faith that was demanded of them.
Quotes from the interview:
There are some parts in this paper to actually critically reflect in a way that was productive. I had to get permission, almost, from someone else to do it. So I raised the whole area with a friend of mine, and he started talking about it, and it kind of gave me permission to do the same. And I found that quite interesting, because I think that –you know – at this age, I ought to know by now what critical reflection means. But actually, I think that some parts sometimes, I actually don't. It's as if something hasn't developed, and I feel angry about that sometimes. I really feel angry about it.
~ ~ ~
“It felt like a proxy self... Did I exist? I felt like I was asleep.
~ ~ ~
And I fear for the children today. I really fear for them, the children of the Exclusive Brethren or children of any other group that's as closed as that – as pathogenic as that. Because now, they not only have their home life and their church life, but they're now getting their school life, all three areas – three important areas of their lives – all giving them the same message. That they're worthless, shapened in sin and shapened in iniquity.
~ ~ ~
[In reference to patriarchal groups and the difficulties that women face, Mytton states] One writer called it the “realistic right of exits.” When we leave, we actually don't have what we need to survive outside. And yet when we leave, we should have the right – the right to choose to leave. Either choosing to leave the religion or choosing to leave the culture. Or if they're entwined, you're leaving both.
~ ~ ~
[Concerning shunning from family when Dawkins points out that some groups call for physical death for leaving, Mytton states.] You can be psychologically killed.
Jill
Mytton, M.Sc., C.Psychol., is a Chartered Counselling Psychologist.
Currently, she is a visiting Lecturer in the School of Psychology,
London Metropolitan University and at the New School of Psychotherapy
and Counselling, London, where she is also a research supervisor for
doctoral students. She is currently studying for a doctorate at the
Metanoia Institute affiliated to Middlesex University. She is listed
on the British Psychological Society media list for Cults and Thought
Reform and has been involved in several TV and Radio broadcasts. Her
primary research interest is the mental health of Second Generation
Adults, i.e., those born or raised in cultic groups. She has
presented at several conferences, including: INFORM London, April
2008, the annual Division of Counselllng Psychology conferences in
Dublin, 2008 and Leicester 2012, the ICSA Annual Conferences in
Geneva 2009 and Montreal 2012. She was born and raised in the
Exclusive Brethren, leaving at the age of 16, when her parents
decided to leave. Apart from a small private practice, she also runs
an email support group for former Exclusive Brethren and has become a
point of contact for leavers of several groups.
